I know the last few weeks as I've shared some testimony-boosting experiences, I've mostly shared some of the bigger moments in my life. But I want to be clear that, for the most part, those experiences are rare. Much more often, and, honestly, much more powerfully, it is the little things that help increase my testimony of the Savior and His gospel. This post is dedicated to all of those small and simple things that, drop by drop, add oil to the lamp, even if they are moments that I don't really remember afterwards.
There are moments when I really hear the message behind the hymns we sing, and either a part of my heart is warmed or a part of my brain gets clearer. I know it's the Spirit testifying to me of the truthfulness of those words.
There are moments when the beauty of something natural--a sunset, or stars, or a field of flowers--is so breathtaking that I instantly offer up a quick little "thank you" to Heavenly Father, and I feel like even though He created the whole entire universe, He hears me and knows my name and cares.
There are moments when we are teaching our primary kiddos and one of them will say something amazing and profound and I am struck by how absolutely simple the gospel is, and I will be impressed with this young, vibrant, curious generation and catch a glimpse of the future of the Church.
There are moments when I'm studying my scriptures and the answer that I've been searching for just jumps right off the page, and even though they were written for everyone I feel like the prophet wrote that verse with me and my circumstances in mind.
There are moments when I'm with my family, especially Paul, and I feel so much love and happiness inside of me that I think I may actually burst, and through that love I feel the love of God.
There are moments when I'm pondering the mysteries of life and the Plan of Salvation suddenly becomes so clear and logical in my mind that I don't know how I could ever doubt it.
There are moments when I lose sight of myself and my problems and go to work serving someone else, and suddenly my load is a little lighter, and I catch a glimpse of the kind of person I want to be.
It's said that "by their fruits ye shall know them," meaning the true followers of Christ. We all have a million little moments every day that shape us as people, and I know that when I have my priorities straight, those moment bring me closer to my Savior. When I do the little things, I can see the fruits and know that they are good. Conversely, when I don't do those things, I suffer. I love the logic of the gospel, and I love the moments when it defies logic. I love how broad a scope it can have, and yet how concerned with the individual He is. I love that by small and simple things, great things come to pass. Those "primary answers" really do apply to everything and they really do matter--just look at the things I'm doing when I feel the Spirit...going to church, singing hymns, studying my scriptures, saying prayers, serving people...
The Lord loves us in all the big things, but I think He loves us even more in all the little things. It takes a true Friend to be there for you all day, every day, in good and bad times, and to speak to you as much as you'll listen. He is my Best Friend ever, even when I don't deserve it or am not as good a friend back. And that is why I believe.